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Take it Easy, Love Nothing<3

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[Mar. 25th, 2005|04:33 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	lethargic	]
[	Song<3	\|	LIKE A ViRGIN<3 MADONNA	]

MY GLOVE + I HAVE BEEN REUNITED!

adrianna pelliter took it .. and i like love her so i'm not pissed anymore lol .. well i had sball today and i did horrible at pitching i think i;m just gonna stick to second base .. ohh and we went to kellyss today<33 yep yep i got shrimpp AHH MADD GOODD!! i gotta go goin in the fuckin shower cause again i can not feel my groin it hurts so baddddddd lol

<3 jackie x0o

QUOTE OF THE DAYIZZLE
Eyes were * gReEn liKe juLy eXpect
wheN she cRieD // They wEre Red .

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[Mar. 24th, 2005|09:15 am]

[	Mood<3	\|	chipper	]
[	Song<3	\|	If I Aint Got You * Alicia Keyss	]

hey journall . whats upp not to much here .. i made the softball teamm =) i think JV but they never said whos where .. nicole gt cut.. i dunno why shes good shes not like wicked good but not many people are .. she was crying and i fely wixcke dcbad .. shes like the onyl one out of the " sophyy posse " as i would like tocall us lol who got cut .. i and crystal did too , she should have made it! they both are better than teresea .. TERESEA SUCKS actually .. shes nice but she cant play softball .. megan got cut thankg gos she was horrible ! ahhhh i am soo soree .. my fucking GROIN is kiling mee! lol everywhere hurtss .. well wednesday i practice and i get my glove drop it right behind me go to put on my sweatshirt .. turn back around MY GLOVE IS GONE! WTF .. thats my glove<33 i want it back you fuckingg thievesss ,, kevin asked me out again and i sed yeaaa =)) heheh dan is the best he told kevin to do it lol .. right now im at ashleys .. i slept here .. last night we got stuff .. but i didnt drink .. cause we only had stright vidka .. and i know wat i can and cant take and last time i got sick =( like i dunno i didnt feel like gettin drunk anywayss .. ashley really wanted someone though ,, we were tryin to make it soo OBVIOUS to this kid and i dont wanna say his name cuz she might kill me if i write it in here .. lol soo now im sitting on my ass and its like the asscrack of dawnn .. today i have practice at 2 - 4 .. TOO BAD I DONT HAVE A FUCKING GLOVE! lol .. my new years resolution has being good .. not to talk or see danny .. and havent done either since thanksgiving.. ashley has him on her buddylist and he was on last night .. he iss soo gay !!! omg someone needs to hit him off the hea dwith a meat cleaver ,, i will be happy to bash his FUNGGLLYY face inn .. well i gotta go .. PEACE OUT LOVEYS<3

<3 always
JACKiE

quote of the day *

i know ill see you again, whether far or soon but
i need you to know that i care and i miss you....

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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|07:27 pm]

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Song<3

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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE<3333

]

why do i bother taking my time on this gay thing
1. no one reads it
2. no one comments
3. NO ONE CARES

anywaysssssssssssss

QUOTE OF THE DAY <3

"Cuz I'm tryin to get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you"

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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|07:14 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	stressed	]
[	Song<3	\|	Here's One For the 4 Years we had* DAPHNE LOVES DERBYY	]

yeah u feel even more worse about myself .. seeing that kat the girl that marc like dropped me for is fuckin HIDEOUUUSSSS ! life fucking sucksss .. i always make the wrong descionsss .. liek i shouldnt care what people think and shoulda said YES to kevin .. and marcc ?? what the fuck is that he can suck my 154 inch cock.. who elsee who else can i talk abput .. jeremy .. mr. I LOVE YOU JACKIE AND ILL COME TO SEE YOU .. BUT NEVER SHOWSS yeah that kid.. he can suck my dick too .. him and marc can have a little partayy with it .. ummm mike z unblovked me .. he had a good reason to actually i was being a bitch.. i had softball tryouts todayy .. and i sucked .. for some reason i can't field a ground ball correctly ?? yeah ok whatevcer i suck at absolutely everythingg .. yea and if DANA calls me mean one more fucking time im gonna fuckin flippp .. every little thing gets to mee i wish i had patience and not such a problem i spaz over everythingg .. like i wish i was happy and actually had someone that cared unlike every fucking boy on this universee .. they all suck like deer balls seriously they really doo .. it was soo nice todayy it was like 50 degrees out but i still was pissy .. it was funny in math class we got to play with suagr cubess and me nd nicole were chuckin them at everyones little towerss .. constant ate like al the sugar cubes on the ground it was pretty gross lol .. i nailed scuzz off the head 5 times .. ahaha madd funnyy URGHH tomorrow i hafta present in front of my GAYYYY ITALIAN classs .. i did my project horrible .. and i just cant talk in fronta the class .. well i gotta goo im not really in the mood for bull shitt .. i hate being unhappy

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[Mar. 21st, 2005|06:37 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	sore	]
[	Song<3	\|	MR.BRiGHTSiDE<3 THE KiLLERS	]

heyy journal today was softball tryoutsss .. ahhhhhh i did HORRIBLEEE .. i fuckin ran liek a turtle.. and just totally suckedddddd .. i relized i shoulda said yes to kevin cuz i think i like himm .. yeah marc and some sheena girl .. are like " i heart you " FUCK HiM ! ohh well i love doushce bagss .. i gotta go im soo fucking tiredd <3 jackie x0ox

quote of the dayy

"And I don't know if there's really only one person
in the entire world you're meant to be with, but when
you and I are together, it sure feels that way.." - The O.C.

[Mar. 20th, 2005|06:20 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	weird	]
[	Song<3	\|	on my own * the used	]

ello ellloo .. my weekend was actually FUN ! lol firday i slept over conkyssss with nreyes and amanda .. yeah we were drunk lol .. me and amanda got " taken advantage of " hahaha it was a funn nightt ; ) yeahh im not gonna really tell the whole night cause its wayy too longgg well yesterdayy was fun too i slept over ashia leess .. we went for a walk woth brendie and carmen then ran into danny and bighead .. we just went into his basement and chilled for a little then went back to ashleyss .. aww this morning we watchedd pearl harbor<33 i LOVE THAT MOViE . madd sadd well at least i thought it was when MY sexyy joshyy poo died well i gotta goo cause moms gay and its church time the JOY! i think i kinda like kevin well peace out later loveyss

<3333 always & forever

jackie xo0x

quote of the dayy*

When your left with only a bullet. I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it. <3

HAPPY ST. PAATYYSS DAY

[Mar. 17th, 2005|05:57 pm]

[

Song<3

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Thoughts Before Me * Amber Pacific

]

ello journall! im so bored im just gonna tell you in detail my day lol .. kk i woke up late .. cause i'm retarded .. i got up changed and put my hair in a pony tail then put eyeliner on .. after i made myself a peanut butter & fluff sandwich for breakfast with a big glass of milk =) yumm .. then i left my house and walked with katie .. it was chillyy out .. when i got in school i went to the library but the library ws closedd fucking doushe bagss .. after i went to my locker and ran into ashia lee .. we talked for a little then i went to my homeroom and eric told me about his day off .. then the bell rang and i went to italian .. we did gay work from the book .. after i went to englishh .. we got back our essays mine sucked huge monkey balls .. then BIOLOGYY ! yeaahh my favorite fucking class .. AHAHAHAH YEAH FUCKIN RIGHT! we went over the CELLSS .. like we did this shit in 5th gradeee.. then i had my study in EAST GUAM room 26! heathurrr came and got me cause craig left me and i had noone to talk too .. heathur like wrote my essay =) lol .. then there was lunch i had M&M's cuz im a jew and wanted to save my lunch moneyy lol .. thenn historryy did some shit about a cray russian guy named stalin who killed like 20 million people .. then algebraa 2 .. YESS my other favoritee .. she pulled me a side and was like .. you know how you said you were a sped on that sheet . well i think thats really rude so im callinmg your parentss ???? not like they fucking care you stupid MUZ * we have a huge test in there im gonna fail.. after math i have word processing ..we do absolutely nothing in there.. i just complain & complain about mathh and take it out on my keyboard lol .. after school me and lindana hadda get tutored by zlatann .. i actually learned stuff .. lol then i came home ate some chicken pot pie and went to jays to get some MOOSE TRACKS BABY! thats another thing i miss about summer .. ICE CREAMMM .. YYYAYY spring is in 3 dayss=) i saw it on the weather channel lol .. and umm only like 58/57 days til APG! YAYY i can not waitt .. well i'm gonna go sudy cause i AM SUCH A GEEEKKK !
i <3 YOU *
JACKIEEEEEEEE

QUOTE OF THE DAY <3

i just thought i'd let you know i filled my
head with your voice and now i;m drowninggg

(no subject)	[Mar. 16th, 2005\|09:54 pm]
HOW COULD I FORGET !! MY QUOTE OF THE DAY but i'm just gonna but a song<33 Always You - Amber Pacific I'll hold a place for you and I Inside my heart for you and I I won't forget these tears I cried With every year that passes by And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes I'll give it up this time again Some things are better left unsaid And all I have are lasting dreams Our word's worth more this time it seems And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) In your eyes YOU KNOW YOU HEART iT
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|09:48 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	creative	]
[	Song<3	\|	always you* amber pacific	]

heeyyy! well i hadda reboot the comp once again and downloaded limewire! much better than imesh & kazaaa! it found all the songs that my imesh didnt .. like always you<3 by amber pacific! best songg !! well yesterday kevin asked me out .. and i said i dunno i'll think about it .. i use to like him at the beginning of the year .. but seana use to like him but she hates him now but still .. like you knowww lol .. i told him i dont really know him but if we got to know eachother than probably yeah.. cause seriously i would lol .. i was on the phone with marc yesterday, he called to tell me he was in a band.. and literally five minutes later o0hH i gotta go i have to call julia .. yep yep im just too boringg lol lalalalalalaa i am soo boredd .. today i had DOUBLE BIO .. urrghhhh i hate biologyy with a passion! well i have nothing more really to sayy .. lol so0o i'll talk to you later bitchess
i lOVE Y0U<3
JiGGA THE JiGALO*

[Mar. 13th, 2005|01:28 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	sleepy	]
[	Song<3	\|	BRIGHT EYES<3	]

WOOW i havent written in here for a long timee .. well at the beginning of februaury i began to talk to this kid marc from new hampshire.. and i started liking him and he liked me too .. soo i was like all YAY YAY YAY lol he called me everyday for a few weeks and i wass soo happy when we talked .. like i woudl come home so i could talkto him .. he is SOO FUNNY and just awesomee .. i thought he was different .. then i caught him in a few liess.. like i told him to call me and he said he couldnt cause his dad wouldnt let him but really .. he was on the phone with this girl kat .. he use to like her and she use to like him but he dropped her like a 83706 pound bowling bowl when he started talking to me .. so i was alittle madd cuz he kept telling my no i like you not her were just "good friends." theres no such thing in boy language .. he went snowboarding with her numberous times and just forgiot to tell me she was there .. then he stopped calling me, took me outta his pro and put kat in there.. and when i said i heart you to him and never said anything back .. so i knew he didnt like me .. the next day he was like - we have to talk .. i like kat .. o0hh well HAPPENS EVERYTiME i LiKE SOMEONE NEW .. but this happened like 2 weeks ago .. we still talk and he calls / or i call him occasionally .. like he called me today =) i was happy lol .. KAT doesn't like him anymore so thats probably why we are talking more .. im always second best or downn never firstt lol .. well marc was my valentinee ! yeaa jackie had a valentinee lol .. jeremy got me something .. yet he was going out with his girlfriend but they're broken up now .. nothing relaly has happened other than marc over the month and a half i havent talked to you .. o0o JOEYY told his mom thay i called my mom a COKE ADDICT .. >:O . . HES FUCKING DEAD I NEVER SAID THAT! FUCKIN DOUSHE BAGSS THERE DAYS ! well i gotta go watching the notebook<33 i think i cry EVERYTIME i see thjhis movie cause it reminds me of danny ? and i dont even know whyy it does
<3 JACKIE

quote of the day

i guess that it's you i want to hold onto
but you're holding onto someone else.

[Jan. 29th, 2005|02:31 am]

[	Mood<3	\|	geeky	]
[	Song<3	\|	GHETTO [ ANTON LMAO ]	]

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jackie
Birthday:	August 31, 1989
Birthplace:	Malden
Current Location:	Everett
Eye Color:	Green
Hair Color:	Light Brown
Height:	5'7 and a heiff
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	italian, enqlish, french canadian, swedish, scotich
The Shoes You Wore Today:	reebook classics
Your Weakness:	im too nice lol
Your Fears:	RATS/MiCE.. and loneliness
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	hehe
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it
Your Best Physical Feature:	umm i dont have one
Your Bedtime:	anytime
Your Most Missed Memory:	childhood<33
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc-e-d's
Single or Group Dates:	both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	either
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate<3333
Cappuccino or Coffee:	EW
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	FUCK YES
Do you Sing:	badlyy
Do you Shower Daily:	yea
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	yep
Do you want to get Married:	hell no
Do you belive in yourself:	uhhh noopee
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	dad= yep .. mom= nope
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yess<3
Do you play an Instrument:	i use to be a band qeek! i played the clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yea
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	asprin?
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	umm yesss
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nopee
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no its like january .. NO BALLS lol
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	chocolate from anthonyy lol
Ever been Drunk:	yepp
Ever been called a Tease:	nope
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yea
How do you want to Die:	dont care
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	forensic scientist/ CSI or a photographer
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	both
Height:	taller than me!
Weight:	averaqe
Best Clothing Style:	who cares
Number of Drugs I have taken:	huh me or the quy ?
Number of CDs I own:	i dunno
Number of Piercings:	ears
Number of Tattoos:	a few
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	a few thinqz that are like GARGANTUAN
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

[Jan. 21st, 2005|11:16 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	aggravated	]
[	Song<3	\|	Take Me Away * Lifehouse	]

dear fuckin journal.. whats the fuck up .. NOTHING HERE .. this week sucked huqe qay cock on a fuckin saturday evening before supper..it was a four day week .. it went by madd slow.. i was absent on thursday cuz i was kinda sick .. my throat hurt and i couldnt breath .. over the week jeremy has ben spillin his heart out in poetry to me .. nd saying all this shit like your the only one for me .. then in his pro it says i love you felicia nd has the same poem he sent to me .. written above the i love you .. ahhh i love liarss .. then umm mr. dan who i use to liek and who i met on halloween .. nd you know the rest he wanted to banq ashley ?? well yes he ims me sayin i needa tell you somethinq .. nd im like ok what .. he says ive been thinkin about you alot .. nd im like o0o .. lol nd he said i miss you .. nd i sed you should qo to justins qame tomorrow .. nd he was liek i'll qo if you qo .. so i qot a little over hopeful cuz i usta liek him .. nd i was like kinda happy for that 20 minutess .. then i come back it turns out he was sayin the same stuff to ashley but more like .. i really liek you we should qo out we make a qood couple .. nd BLAH BLAH .. BOYS LiE LiKE FUCKiN RUUGS !!! i hate them all =)) yep yep i hate you all you stupid homosexual let me whack off every 2 seconds to my new porn maganzine i bouqht at salvation armyy .. URGH well im qonan qo .. <3 always JACKiE X0O

quote of the day *
TH0UGH WE'RE WORLDS APART, THE M0ON
iS SHiNiNG THROUGH OUR WiNDOWSZ <33

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[Jan. 16th, 2005|12:44 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	sleepy	]
[	Song<3	\|	Poetic Tradegy * The Used	]

hello journal, i haven't updated in a little so i will nowwww .. well umm my week went my soo FUCKiNG slowww .. it was a bad week .. yesterday we went ice skating with anthony in somerville .. we met some of his friends you could just tell they didnt like us lol .. yesterday patty jeremmy and marco came over .. leanne put make up on marco LMAO .. he looked like a dyke .. marcaaa lol .. i've been so confused about who i like .. because i never actually had that problem in the past cause i only liked danny .. but i REALLY really like mike bayliss .. even though he lives in new hampshire and i haven't talked to him since october .. nd that was for like 5 minutess .. i only like marc when hes down and i talk to him .. he's soo incredibly awesome =) .. umm i dunno if i like jeremy .. ONLY 4 MONTHS TO APG =) as of yesterdayyy .. can not wait .. i hate this FUCKiNG HELL WHOLEEEEEEE .. somebody please kill me shoot me in the head just do somethingg ! lol .. well i must be going cuz i dont know what to write !

<3 alwaysss
Jiqqa The Jiqalo

quote of the day *

Hes liKe thaT miSsinG puZzLe piECe i neEd
t0O finD tO compLetE My JiqSaw Life buT
aRe theSe paGeS of ouR BoOk 0f [ LOVE ]
doOmed t0 reMain unwriTteN..liKe a falliN
roSe petaL cauGht up iN thE winD - i'lL tRy
to caTch yOu becauSe you'Re thE Cure foR
thiS loVesiCk cloSet - i caLl My cheSt <333

[Jan. 9th, 2005|10:31 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	loved	]
[	Song<3	\|	Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner * Fall Out Boy	]

hello journall <3 well i woke up ate some meatballs .. then went online as usual .. nd then my mom FUCKIN WANNABE NUN / BIBLE THUMPER wants me to SAY A ROSARY cuz i was makin fun of her sayin "omq i <3 qodd nd he is the center of my world "haha she qot soo pissed .. nd then her nd daddy-o qot in a fiqht .. they shoudl really qet a divorceee .. it qets soo ANNOYING like them yellin at eachother 24/7 .. o0o well .. i am soo TORN but i think i made up mind aboute who i like .. well obviously i like mike <3 im qonna like him til i see him nd then he breaks the news i dont liek you ! .. umm i dont like the kid that qoes to evertt hiqh nd i dont plan on tellin anyone cuz its like noo lol .. umm jeremy has this silly way of making me like him aqain nd aqain .. so yeah i do like him .. nd he still likes me =) .. nd i quess we r qonna be " extrememly colose friends .. nd liek a hair away from bein a boyfrend nd a qrlfrend " lol well i hafta qet off .. cuz leanne is like up my ass to qo on so0ol ill talk to youu laterrrr
<3 jackie xo0o

i CANT WAiT TiL JULY 4 =)

quote of the dayyy **

juSt 0nce i wanNa Be ( sOme0neS* ) ReaSon foR
wakinG up.. soMeone'e reaSon for qoinG thRouqh
aNother day < juSt oNe tiMe > i wanNa be the 0ne
beinG wiShed foR<3 the One who makes a quy say
" i'M so luCky tO havE heR " But to put iT SiMpLy
for Once i just wanna mean somethinq to someone

[Jan. 6th, 2005|06:05 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	blah	]
[	Song<3	\|	The Perfect Endinq * Straylight Run	]

elloooo ! well i woke up today and qot alredy .. like put on my clothes nd put on eyeliner nd masacara cuz i fiqured we wood have school cuz there wsa like nutten on the qround nd because COME ON its everett they usually never qive snow days .. and im qonna call channel 4 news nd tell them to make the school list qo fasterr .. seriously can the school list qo ANY slowerr ?? .. well then my dad comes out 20 minutes later .. you quys dont have school .. thanks dad .. could have told us earlier perhappss ?? soo i just layed my ass back passed out with my eyeliner nd masacara on .. i wake up i look like i qot beat up .. usual circles of blackk mess around my eyes lol .. then i watched some dawson's creek <3 but it wasnt an old episode .. i like the old episodes 29785305 times better .. soo i decieded i was starved and made some waffless .. they came out DELECTABLE =) .. i didnt burn them this time .. nd i put a pinch of choclata chips well maybe a handful on each one and they were deliccc .. after i went online as usuall .. then talked to ashia lee on the foneizzlleee .. then went to the brazilian place to qet my desperately needed eyebro waxinq .. since i havent qotten done in a little while .. damn it hurtt lol .. well after i came home slipped some pirates of the carribbeans <3333 in and watched it .. then fell asleepm when the wood part came ! and now im awake and tellin my whole day to .. basically myself cuz noone is qonna read thiss ! o0o well .. lol .. well umm somethinqz r troublinq me .. like i dont like keven at all anymore .. cuz he is soo far up ashleys ass its soo not worht it .. i stopped likinq him alonq time aqo but this just dawnedon me .. keven has never imed me in liek 349507 years .. nd then wen im at ashleys .. two seconds after i siqn on .. my pro by the way says at ashleys .. he ims me .. its like you ONLY have time when im with HER .. dont even bother .. i thouqht keven was a very nice typical sweetheart .. but i dont kno theres just something about him that i really dont like anymore .. well i do like someone kinda new .. well i have liked him before nd he use to like me .. but i doubt it now .. cuz thats me i like ppl when it absolutely too late .. i had a dream about APG last niqht .. of course mike b was in it =) .. well he looked different in my dream .. nd he said he still liked me in my dream .. but we ALL know that DREAMS are just fiqmnets of imaqination of what ppl want to happen or of wat we want but NEVER COME TRUE . . o0o well LiFE GOES ON RIGHT ??

quote of the day *

love is the slowest form of sucide *

do dooooooooooooooooo

[Jan. 2nd, 2005|07:46 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	sleepy	]
[	Song<3	\|	The Pros and Cons of Breathing * Fall out Boy	]

why hello journal ... urqh i did not realize how FUCKED up my last entry wwass lol o0o well .. well umm new years eve wass ahh not as i expectedd .. like i WOOD have wanted it to be like The OC episodee last year lol .. like when the ball dropped and everyone was countin down .. ryan just comes in and sweeps marissa off her feet and they kiss <3 .. well umm my was FAR FROM THAT .. i was too busy holdinq leannes hair back and helpin her on her own two feet.. she drank WAY to muchh .. i was kinda drunk but i cood function and if she wasnt fallinq evry where i probably wood of ben drunk too .. she threw up all niqht .. nd was cryin nd sayin nobody loves her and just actinq COMPLETELY retarded .. nd i, the older sister .. lol .. shoodnt have let her qo far .. if ANYTHING im the oldest one outta me ashia nd her -i shooda ben that qonne! lol .. well the only stupid thinq i did that niqht was pee on the kevarian lol wen u qoottaa qo you qotta qoo .. wat realy qot me pissed off thouqh was i was helpin leanne up and walken around while ashley was talkin and stayin with brenden, carmen, and his cousin .. that qot me really madd .. leanne owes me biiqq .. but somethinq qood came outta leanne .. i convinced her to block danny =) haha im such a little sneakk .. well she did and im happyy =) i HAVE TO forqet that asshole .. hopefully he wont drop by any time soon .. you kno pull a usual danny anthony sabin .. nd never comee then one time outta no where no fone call or no anthinq just come down nd wanna play football the whole day .. i have no idea y i liked him soo veryy much and for more than half my lifee .. its really true when they say .. "the first is always the hardest" .. marc was suppose to come on saturday but he didnt .. i was madd .. marc is soo incredibaly awesome ..and i like love the kid .. he said he miqht come next week .. HOPEFULLY i need to have a qood time and lauqh the whole day cuz thats wat always happens wen hes here .. we all qet in trouble and lauqh about it years laterr .. CHRISTMAS TREES PART 2 =) ahahaha .. qonna be funny .. liek last yearr .. marc use to like me .. he probably doesnt anymore =/ .. i wouldnt mind if he did =) .. anyways i have to qo .. readinq my book - The Virqin Sucides .. and talkin onlinnee
<3alwaySz - Jiqqa Lynn x0O

quote of the dayy *

i've learned that time can heal your wounds
but the reminder of the scare will stay <|33

yo yo yooooo<33

[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:17 am]

[	Mood<3	\|	hungry	]
[	Song<3	\|	Undiscovered * Ashlee Simpson	]

heyyy! well umm today we went to the burlinqton mall with anton <3 ... didnt qet anythinq .. that mall is for preppy ppl like im in 3rd qrade and i have a coach baq nd i shop at abercombie .. then all the boys were liek polol ppl .. lookin kinda hickk too me . . well i am very bored riqht now so i decided to do these !

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hahaha ^^ i <3 doinq these stupid thinqss ! lol well i q2q <3 alwaysz * jackie x0ox

quote of the dayy *

why does tonight _ have to end

why don't we hit ( restart<33 )

and pause it at our favorite parts

we'll skip the goOdbyEz . if i had

it my way, i'd turn the car around

and run away -- just you and ii --

. . . bored as hell

[Dec. 27th, 2004|01:41 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	lethargic	]
[	Song<3	\|	Hear You Me * Jimmy Eat World [ a cinderella story ]	]

heeyy .. well i just finished watchin cinderella story .. i <3 that moviee!! chad michael murry is GORGE0US =) .. lol .. well christmass was umm ok i quess .. i didnt qet evrythinq i wantedd .. o0o well i have money ill just but them all .. jeremy qave me a rinq and a teddy bear .. we broke up why is he still qiven me qiftss ?? .. lol .. i really like the rinq but its a little biq .. well my new years resoultion is to not see danny for AT LEAST 6 months .. i kno i will feel better if i dont .. alot of thinqz still remind me of him thouqh .. i quess that comes with your first heartbreakk .. well this year had itss uppz and downsz .. i will DEFiNATELY not forqet it everr .. 117 124 212 425 519 531 624 74 719 730 731 82 83 821 94 918 1O2 1031 1114 1127 123 .. some days i will NEVER forqett <3 .. ive donee some qrowin up this year ..
<3 jackie *

quote of the day*

the first step in - forqettinq
is destroyinq all the evidence

did i mention i HATE basketball ????

[Dec. 23rd, 2004|08:46 pm]

[	Mood<3	\|	grumpy	]
[	Song<3	\|	SMiLE LiKE YOU MEAN iT <3 The Killerss	]

heyy .. well as USUAL iM PiSSED .. bball qets me soo madd .. i like played 2 minutes .. not like that matters to me .. cuz i wood rather sit and watch them play than make mistakess . . today was an alriqht dayy .. it was pretty funny .. heather smashed nd head off the door ..nd i am such a qood friend cuz i was lauqhin ! im sooryy but she was too .. it was HiLARiOUS!! i named her qiqantic bump fredrick.. it has like its on brainn .. well since im yellin at my fuckin mom riqht now cuz she a fuckin DUMBASS .. urrqhh i hate life .. nd i HATE EVRYBODY! soo just leave me the fuck alone cuz noone is qonna make me feel .. boys suck cock .. anyways bye not in the mood ..
<3 jackie x0o

quote of the dayy *

Looking back at sunsets on the eastside
We lost track of time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things sat by so carelessly
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
..The Killers<3

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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:43 am]

[	Mood<3	\|	cranky	]
[	Song<3	\|	pedro the lion * Promise	]

heyy . . im listenin to my sad depressing music =/ .. danny has no idea wat hes doin to me .. i blocked him and i really hope i never see him .. abd i really hope he doesnt come back down from quincy .. omq hes soo qayyyyyy .. basketball is the worst thinq ever .. i HATE it .. evryday im in a badd mood from it .. but i just dont wanna quit .. cuz im qay like that and dont like to quit thinqz .. me nd manda balls are talkin about next summer and how its qonna be the best .. it better be =) lol . . well its late and i should be qoin to bedd .. but i cant fall asleep .. i think i like someone new .. but i dunno i cant like him .. he hurt one of my close friends .. hes an ass .. urqhh obviously i still like mike .. but he'll probably forqet about me if he already hasnt .. why must thinqz be soo difficult .. i never actually qot to tell him how i felt or anythinq .. cuz that last week we left off on a bad note .. cuz the week before that he was bein an ass cuz his wanna wiqqa friend was there and he was definately high .. soo yeaa .. well q2q ! 2 DAYS TIL CHRISTMASSSS ! for onceeeee in my life .. my " all i want for xmas is you" is not to danny! actually i never had that in my pro cuz thats soo like 5 years aqoo .. evryone has it and itz qay unless you actually mean itt .. byye
<3 jackie x0ox

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